There’s No Edge in the Middle of the Road
The world won’t understand your obsession. That’s exactly why you keep going.
I flew into Baltimore this morning on a 6AM flight. Two hours of sleep, if that. First flight since my treatments. I felt a little off—like I was floating—but I also felt alive.
That’s the thing. My brain doesn’t shut off. It never has. Since I was a kid, it’s just run. Full speed. No pause button. No peace. People talk about rest. I don’t know what that means. I’ve never felt it. And if I’m honest, I’m not sure I want to.
Because if you want to be great at anything, you have to be obsessed. And not the curated, tweetable kind of obsessed. I mean the messy, lonely, uncomfortable version. The one where your mind won’t let go of a signal. Where you’re replaying trades in your head while everyone else is sleeping.
And that brings me back to The Fountainhead.
Howard Roark didn’t ask for permission. He didn’t conform. He built, and he built the way he knew was right—even when the world told him he was wrong. Even when it cost him everything.
That’s what it feels like when you go all in on trading.
The world won’t understand your obsession.
They won’t see the beauty in your process.
They’ll mock your system. Doubt your edge. Laugh when you fall.
But they don’t get to have an opinion. Because they’re not in the arena. You are.
That’s what makes trading so brutal—and so pure. The scoreboard is real. The risk is real. The journey is unforgiving. But if you stay with it… if you build your own framework and don’t flinch when others fold—you win.
So if you’re tired, keep going.
If you're misunderstood, keep going.
If you feel alone in your vision—congratulations. That means you’re on the right path.
You don’t need the world to get it.
You just need the strength to keep building.
“I don’t build in order to have clients. I have clients in order to build.” — Howard Roark
Rip the word can’t out of your vocabulary.
This is the work. This is the reward.
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Have you looked into this bonds stuffed into stablecoins thing at all? Seems like it might be a trojan horse to sell some bonds lol.
Oh I have the obsessive compulsive thing for sure, but also the impulsive. 😅
I am wondering how Scotty B is holding down the long end this well so far. Just not issuing?? How long can that continue?